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yeah, why not. - don't let the bastards grind you down.
yeah, why not.
My name is: Nathaniel David Edward Andrew Timothy Engelsen
Birthday: 1977-09-06
People who really know me think I'm: selfish, thoughtless, intelligent, competent, brusque, ballsy
If you knew me you'd probably: be astounded at how sensitive i am to perceived slights against my person.
Sometimes I feel: that there aren't enough good people in the world to justify peace.
In the morning I: shower, get my kid ready for school, go to work late.
I like to sleep: on my stomach, with cold on my face (love the winter with the window open)
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: walking down a street in a foreign city, preferable old, authentic, and tree-lined...paris, shanghai, tokyo, cairo, timbuktu,moscow, etc.
Money is: not only the root of all evil, but basically the ruin of our civilization. people do some awful things to acquire it...slave labor, pollution, war, lie, etc.
One thing I wish I could have is: a decent relationship for once.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: debt (good call tara)
All I need is: evie. seriously. it's scary.
Love is: loyalty, intimacy, reliance, honesty, sex
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
I am afraid of: actually getting into a fight. i only know how to kill, not to fight. i'll either get really really fucked up, or kill the guy.
I dream about: action and adventure! saving the world! aliens, spies, foreign locales! my dreams rock! also, lately, about falling in love
Number of girls I have kissed in my life: 30-ish
Number of boys I have kissed: 0
Number of friends I could trust with my life: i can think of like, 7 off hand. but i've got another 5 or so really honorable aquaintances that could probably be good for it.
Number of CDs that I own: 150-ish
Number of piercings: 5
Number of tattoos: 3
Number of scars on my body: at least 10. i've got scars from my m-16 on my back that have hair growing out of them. chicken pox scars. scars from searing my flesh on motorcycle tail pipes. that's about it for out-of-ordinary ones.
Number of things in my past that I regret: i've lived a very decent life (minus this or that) so i don't do (and haven't done) many things that i regret. if any.
Last movie you saw: Veggie Tales - Rack, Shack, and Benny. one of the all time greats.
Last show you watched on TV: SpongeBob Squarepants
Last song you heard: Stand (for what you believe in) ..actually, it'd be the SpongeBob theme, but I don't think that counts.
Last thing you had to drink: Pooh Apple-Grape juice.
Last thing you ate: Orange flavored Craisins
Last time you showered: Yesterday morning. took a bath last night.
Last time you cried: columbia
Last time you smiled: i smile often when playing with evie.

also, i hate my mother. she's the most disloyal woman i've ever met. you wanna still talk to my adulterous ex-wife and provide her succor and talk about me? that fucking SUCKS. she can't even fucking deny that they talk about me. colleen brought it up.

my blood is boiling.
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agentokazaki From: agentokazaki Date: February 15th, 2003 09:07 am (UTC) (Link)
Nathaniel, Colleen was staying with us. Mom and Colleen don't have anything in common except you and Evie. If you didn't want them speaking to each other, you should have let Colleen stay at your place. How is Mom supposed to know what she can and can't say?
taumeson From: taumeson Date: February 15th, 2003 02:38 pm (UTC) (Link)
1. you're off topic.
2. it's none of your fucking business. i'm getting her a laptop, how's that for gratitude?
3. i don't want them speaking to each other. i've told them that. they don't care.
4. i didn't want colleen staying with you. i bitched and moaned when it almost happened over christmas. i'm just tired of bitching and moaning.
5. she should know not to say ANYTHING about me because i fucking told her months ago.

don't bother talking to me about shit you know nothing about. especially when it's none of your business. don't give me any of that shit about how it's your family too. you owe me for not telling mom you're not a virgin. especially considering you're a few years overdue for an ob/gyn visit.
agentokazaki From: agentokazaki Date: February 15th, 2003 06:06 pm (UTC) (Link)
I OWE you for that?!?! Well, fuck that. If you're just dying to tell her, then go ahead. Do you remember when you commented in my live journal? I didn't ask your opinion and what I wrote didn't have anything to do with you. You just thought it was something I needed to hear.

Do you what you think you need to do. Trust is part of a friendship which I thought you and I had. If you want to betray that, you lose the friendship. Stop acting like a fucking child.
taumeson From: taumeson Date: February 15th, 2003 08:06 pm (UTC) (Link)
I don't need to do shit. It's between you and her. Perhaps there's a lesson in that.

I'm not a child just because I say something you disagree with. How am I being a child?

You might want to learn to control your reactions to things, kiddo. Name calling will usually get people pretty angry at you.
From: ludic_eros Date: February 15th, 2003 01:17 pm (UTC) (Link)
Do you really have that many middle names?
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